Thursday, March 04, 2004

Life is beautiful.
I feel as though I am climbing mountains.
I know I am.

God defines everything I live for. Hes the love of my life. After Passion man I was cryin like a baby, I live for the Lord of Lords. There is nothing I will ever be able to do to understand how much it cost. Only through Christ may I be worthy of such. The farther I continue my walk with Christ, the more vibrant the Holy Spirit works through me. Its so awesome. He calls us to prepare, why?? cuz if we are prepared our hearts are capable of so much more. Becoming familiar with His Word is where it all lies. The relationship begins by asking Him into your heart. Thats only the beginning!!! Endless potential lies in the Word of Christ. For those who are walking devoutly, imagine yourselves 10 years from now!!! Imagine 10 years of knowing him in the most intimate way possible! "How much more the things of this life!".

I have felt really convicted as of late to truly sharpen my ability to share my faith with others. The ability to boldly eliminate any hindrance of transparency.

In order to reach out to fokes, I gotta, in a sense, be the one who pokes his head out of the tent when you hear the black bear rumbling through the camp. I feel as though I need to be the gallant warrior for Christ who, as a friend explained, is " sensitive in spirit". One who listens for what the Holy Spirit is calling him to do. God is the source of all wisdom. God is the source of all strength. He gives me all that I need, the only stipulation is, am I preparing myself to hear it?

pray for my discipline and discipleship!!
you guys are amazing.

~Forever Forward~

Sunday, February 29, 2004

I defiantly fell in peters shoes this afternoon. I felt like i fit the role of the man who denied Jesus the third time. I knew I would have its inevitable. I was devastated. I got back to wesley and found a verse that comforted my heart.
John 16:20 "You will weep and morn while the world rejoices. You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy."

How can I ever show enough gratitude? I am nothing. Gibson's Passion revives what i take for granted, God. I take every piece of Him for granted. Our frailty killed Him. We take part in the flogging of Jesus daily. How how can you question whether God loves you? That would be denying Jesus' death. It defined Love. it defined true forgiveness. it defined His liberating powers. Why must I still live a life of such little devotion. How sweet it will be to enter the kingdom not of this world.

"Do you not know that we will judge angels? How much more the things of this life!" 1Cor 6:6